My Thoughts Lately

As much as I love to write my own brand of poetry, I wanted to take a few minutes to outline the thoughts that have been in my head lately. Now, in no way do I declare that I am right about everything listed. For me, some of these things are just a reminder to … Continue reading My Thoughts Lately


I am encased in light and warmth. Untouched by grace and yet, still saved. The land of milk and honey has escaped my grasp. But in return my hands no longer shake. Gone are the false sentiments I chose to believe in. Tipping the scales in my favor, I'll give it all away. I promise. … Continue reading Steady


Now I've been beaten, broken and shattered. Tattered these clothes off my limbs. Broke my neck on the fall down from abyss to more abyss. But these things have a way of changing don't they? Like looking through a kaleidoscope just less colorful and more gray. These words have a way of repeating themselves. It's like I snatch them … Continue reading Trust


You're mistaken if you think these stitches will hold us together. I was born to fly, always running to die. I speak of death like it means nothing to me. But it means everything. The disconnection between my thoughts and what I see. I've never been afraid to die, and that's what scares me the … Continue reading Transcend

Tell the World I’m Awake: A Memoir of Recovery

"I think a spiritual journey is not so much a journey of discovery. It's a journey of recovery. It's a journey of uncovering your own inner nature. It's already there." -Billy Corgan Woke up chasing feelings as fleeting as my dreams. Like a well running dry, my spirit is broken. All the while I'm counting … Continue reading Tell the World I’m Awake: A Memoir of Recovery


Photo taken by Laura Makabresku  Where do I begin and where did you end? I've been thinking that the way I handled our love was all wrong. And I'm not the man I thought I was. Maybe I am now, but not then. I would like to say that Cupid had armor-piercing arrows to get … Continue reading Kept