Disillusion

You sat me down and asked what's been bothering me. I can't find the words you'll want to hear, so you can fill in the blanks. I've been going through the motions, pretending I'm at my best. Failing to outrun the past, I refuse to embrace it. When my last words spoken to a loved … Continue reading Disillusion

Tell the World I’m Awake: A Memoir of Recovery

"I think a spiritual journey is not so much a journey of discovery. It's a journey of recovery. It's a journey of uncovering your own inner nature. It's already there." -Billy Corgan Woke up chasing feelings as fleeting as my dreams. Like a well running dry, my spirit is broken. All the while I'm counting … Continue reading Tell the World I’m Awake: A Memoir of Recovery